AMA (Ask Me Anything) May 1st 12:00-3:00pm MT/UTC-6

Finally, a second AMA!

I’m excited to announce that I will host another AMA (Ask Me Anything) on Thursday, May 1st, starting at 12PM MST! (UTC-6 if in doubt)

With fans all over the globe, it’s impossible to set one time that will work perfectly for everyone, so we’re doing things a little bit differently this time - the thread is opening one week in advance.

Every Alcove member will have the opportunity to post ONE comment with a question and an optional backup question—just in case I can’t answer the first one. Your questions can be about anything and everything: about the books, my writing process, advice on writing and publishing, my adorable coworker cat, or even questions about me.

I will answer in first come, first served order starting next Thursday, May 1st, at noon my time. I will skip questions that would require me to spoil something to answer. (If in doubt, add that backup question.) If I manage to get through everyone’s questions, I’ll then open up the thread for rapid-fire questions and answers for those who are present during the time frame. Be there or be square. :nerd_face:

If you’re not sure of what you want to ask me or what has already been asked in the last AMA, check out the previous thread here for more ideas:

https://alcove.azaleaellis.com/t/ama-ask-me-anything-600pm-mt/142

Thread open.

Edit: Fixed date typo. May 1st, next Thursday.

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Hoping I’m doing this right as the first reply! I have a rather tricky and very optional question essentially following up on your answer to Kied’s question on Siobhan’s gender identity from the January 2024 AMA. The short version… will you ever be exploring body dysphoria with Siobhan a little further, or even the opposite, a sense of body-euphoric power she might feel from her genderfluid transformation abilities? The long version:

Question Details

Siobhan has a very (admirably!) strong and comfortable view of herself as a woman, to the point where even early on she exhibited very little dysphoria and asked few questions about herself regardless of which body she happened to be “piloting” at the time, nor apparent gender-euphoria-- regardless of how long or deeply she’s inhabited Sebastien for a given length of time, she still thinks of herself as ‘her’, as Siobhan. And a potential touch of gender-fluidity would certainly explain her relative lack of dysphoria even when potentially spending weeks on end as Sebastien, her self-conception of her “pilot” self as “she/her” apparently not breaking. Having that strong a grasp of one’s identity can be pretty enviable!

Still, there have been times NOT related to gender dysphoria where she couldn’t stand being Sebastien, or didn’t feel safe as Siobhan, and had to switch. And given how many times that has happened… it’s almost a little odd that she hasn’t been depicted having a single moment where she switched because she couldn’t feel comfortable in a “man’s body” or a “woman’s body” just for a little while, without some extenuating emotional/practical reason unrelated to gender. When I first read the story I expected more growing pains early on as she accustomed herself to her double life as Sebastien, but that aspect of her dual existence felt barely touched upon. (Almost to the point of inviting suspicion about her split wills, but let’s take care to avoid touching on plot-related conspiracy theories for now that may confirm or disconfirm spoilers.)

So my question, again setting aside any potential plot reasons or triggering incidents imaginable, is this: Do you have any plans to have Siobhan experience dysphoric episodes, or further explore her gender identity or explore her lack of dysphoric episodes? As a reader who personally experiences dysphoria in fluctuating bouts and has many transgender friends with their own unique varieties of dysphoric struggles, some mostly overcome and some not (and bright flashes of gender euphoria)… it seems almost like a missed opportunity not to use Siobhan’s fantasy situation not to discuss it deeper, to almost entirely avoid using it as a lens to examine unique experiences very common to a marginalized subset of the population. There’s no rule saying you have to, of course, and Siobhan’s lack of dysphoria while swapping bodies can still almost serve a form of wish fulfillment for some who struggle more with the feeling, but there’s a fuzzy line between “averting” and “avoiding” discussion of that struggle, and I’m wondering if you plan on touching on it later in the story, even if briefly or situationally?

I wouldn’t blame the story if not… especially since it might take a fair bit of research into the variety of dysphoric experiences real people struggle with, especially those who feel it intermittently, to depict it with the appropriate level of nuance. To share a personal experience, about four or five days a week I won’t feel anything wrong with having facial hair, no matter how little or how far it’s grown out… and then the next day hits, and suddenly I can’t stand sitting in my own body until I’ve gotten all of it off my face, to the point where I even get irascible with others if I don’t deal with the problem. With Siobhan living a genderfluid individual’s dream in her ability to switch forms at a flick of her Will, it almost feels as if she takes the power for granted in comparison…?

(Your answer to Kied was already pretty thorough (especially when combined with Siobhan’s early in-story thoughts on the matter), and I can’t predict your reasons for potentially deciding not to answer mine (plans or plot or discomfort or otherwise), so consider this question optional and please feel free to pass if you’d prefer. Even without stating a justification I promise I won’t feel slighted, I can’t think of a backup question.)

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What is the best way, as readers and fans, to be more supportive of you as an author?

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You’ve been fairly public about having a medical issue that causes brain fog. You’re also writing a really complicated story that exploits a lot of dramatic irony to drive the plot along. Everyone comes to different conclusions given a reasonable amount of facts, and there’s no sense of contrivance. The characters are clearly intelligent despite sometimes being spectacularly wrong about things. How do you keep track of all of the moving parts of the story despite the brain fog? Do you ever find yourself dropping threads and repeatedly tracing through the same lines of logic for a given character’s perspective? How do you manage your medical issues given the demands of the story?

I’ve been having brain fog episodes lately and it sucks so much. Things that used to be effortless are like pulling teeth now. I really appreciate you being public about this stuff.

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Is there anything you wish you could go back and change from the beginning of the series? Something that possibly made you decide to go a way you didn’t want for continuity sake.

Alternate question, with the raven sleep spell giving so much more time for progress, will we ever see S/S gain experience with familiars? Cause that is something her mother used and I thought it would probably be something she would be good at.

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Since the academy-plot didn’t get much time recently: How does S. actually compare to a regular student/graduate? On which level is she? Beside channeling capacity we don’t have much of a reference.

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What would have happened had Sebastian revealed that she was Siobhan to Damien during key points throughout the story, i.e., when asking him for help investigating the abberants, when he asked for a promotion in “the order” after collecting all his evidence on them, before he was indoctrinated, etc..

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Wait, are you saying it’s already almost May?!

Hold up, that doesn’t count as my question does it?!

No, I didn’t mean that to be my question either!

XD

Have you found a reason to smile lately?

That is my question.

As someone who platonically loves and supports you, I’m more worried about your health and happiness.

I love your stories, please don’t misconstrue, I want you to keep writing in your world. I just want you to be at your best when doing so.

For my backup question, not that I think my question will be avoided due to spoilers, but I do legitimately have a second one

Do you feel like you are doing enough to take care of yourself?

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Mostly asking because of speculation Ive seen here in the forums:

How long have Aberrants been happening, and how old is the oldest Aberrant around?

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I dont have anything to ask because I am a couple 40 chapters behind. (I like waiting for them to stack.) But I guess I will ask. How is your day? (:smile:

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I always wondered: Was the Light Refinement spell inspired by the concept of cultivation from the xianxia genre?
Given the need for repetition, the description of energy bursting in each of her cells, the gradual refinement of her body through an unknown energy.
(Is Siobhan a cultivator now???
I knew Sebastien had that Arrogant Young Master vibe.
I bet she would love to replace her food intake with nourishing pills.
Will she teach it to the Undreaming Order and become a sect leader?
“Disrespecting the honourable Raven Queen? You are courting death!”
“It is quite simple, Thaddeus… my Profound Nine-Suns-Devouring-Shadow-Void will extinguish any of your lowly spells!”)

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What kind of hobbies do you have / What’s some of your favorite things to do?

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This will be my first ever post here - hi everyone!

In short: Does religion exist in the world of PGTS? Religious beliefs/practices seem to match closely with ideas of transmogrification and repetition in the magic system.

Long Theorizing on the Magic System, Religion, Etc...

Spoilers up to latest chapter - I don’t have a clear enough delineation in my mind for each book to spoiler by them :frowning: My own failing..

From what I understand of the magic system of PGTS - most importantly transmogrification and the presence of the “communal consciousness” (as similarly discussed in this thread, by Aspwill) - the ability for Will to manifest into actual observable phenomena is strongly influenced by collective belief and repetitive action (as seen with the “Guiding Light” rituals that S has been performing to make communication tokens).

Additionally, spell components and glyphs used in transmogrification rely on the spellcaster’s understanding of their communal meaning. Several chapters have also discussed how glyphs can mean multiple things (diverging evolution) as well as how opposing glyphs can come to mean the same thing (converging evolution). So, we know that communal consciousness can change over time.

From what I understand of the world, some sort of understanding of religion must exist, as coppers such as Titus Westbay refer to the Undreaming Order as a cult. If so, are there religious institutions that build upon this knowledge of communal consciousness in order to bring power to new spells/spell components? I feel it would make sense, especially if this break in understanding for transmogrification is a documented, repeated occurrance (proven by Prof. Lacer).

This also builds on the theory that the Undreaming Order will actually bring some kind of truth to the legend of the Raven Queen, and as such bestow meaning onto ravens and the like. Maybe even onto S herself! Maybe even some clandestine organizations kicked in after the Cataclysm and created tenets of magic (like we see with the rule against casting through the flesh) that became rules simply by the communal consciousness believing them to be true.

To talk on how this could be untrue - religion could simply not exist. Magic and Will being a universal construct could be so overpowering as a concept that religion need not take part, as each individual can seek their own salvation through more hands-on means. But the ease with which the Undreaming Order became an organization makes me believe that it isn’t true. Maybe with the increase in unrest as the High Crown becomes more neglectful of the people in lieu of securing their own power, this became easier?

Otherwise, maybe this level of zealous belief has strong consequences. My memory is foggy, but I barely recall an instance in the “100 Ways a Thaumaturge Can Die” (exact title failing me) book that Prof. Lacer got Sebastian where a group of thaumaturges attempted to do this and failed. I might just be making that up though - if only my memory was as good as S.

As a new member of the forum (and fandom), feel free to cast a memetic curse on me if this line of questioning crosses any boundaries! :laughing: I couldn’t find anything referencing this in previous forum posts, but I admit that my search was very cursory. I apologize in advance if this has been covered already!

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Have Liza and Thaddeus ever crossed paths? If so, how do they feel about each other?

Also a late backup just in case: how does multi-casting affect will growth?

  • If you dual cast for 5 hours, would you gain the same number of thaums as if you cast each spell for 5 hours in sequence?
  • If your safe limit is 6 hours, will you get there dual-casting for 3?
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Hello Azalea Ellis, my main question which is definitely a single detailed question and not several questions disguised as one is:

  • How does transmuting to kinetic energy work in the story?

Here’s detail about the question:

Main question

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“Chapter 20 – Practical Will-based Casting says”

Sebastien drew a triangle, since this was transmutation—heat energy into kinetic energy.

And the maths for kinetic energy has the energy being proportional to the relative velocity squared.

Kinetic Energy = 0.5 x mass x velocity^2

From the thaum costs for lifting weight given in “Chapter 25 – Alchemy” and “Chapter 116 - Operation Defenestration”, it seems one Thaum of the Henrik-Thompson test converts to about one Joule of gravitational potential energy. And candles provide about 80 thaums per second which is like 80 Watts from a candle.

It seems possible that one Thaum would result in an acceleration that adds one Joule of kinetic energy.

Thaums = 0.5 x mass x velocity^2
velocity = sqrt( 2 * Thaums / mass )

It’s relative velocity squared. So this would mean that if you’re speeding up a projectile that weighs 1 kg (2 2/10 lb), it would be like this (ignoring energy lost in the transmutation):
50 Thaums gives 10 metres per second (22 miles per hour)
200 Thaums gives 20 metres per second (45 miles per hour)
450 Thaums gives 30 metres per second (67 miles per hour)
800 Thaums gives 40 metres per second (89 miles per hour)
5,000 Thaums gives 100 metres per second (224 miles per hour)
1,280,000 Thaums gives 1600 metres per second (3589 miles per hour) (0.9 planet Earth radius per hour)

So it looks like kinetic energy conversion would look like this if the stationary spell array was accelerating another body, where the resultant speed is proportional to the square root of the thaums. But, can a thaumaturge or artifact accelerate itself without this being a concern? Gain speed linearly proportional to the thaums? It is relative velocity in the kinetic energy equation, but if you just accelerate yourself then you’re always at rest, not moving, relative to yourself. You’re like a rocket in outer space (except rockets take matter with them that they are stationary relative to and which they push against).

Thaddeus had what looked like a floating chair, and Myriddin had a flying spell. There was also the exam question about casting a fleet-foot spell on a gryphon with an average of 3000 thaums per minute, where the thaums in effect increase kinetic energy (the wind being perhaps the relevant reference), and there are fleet-foot potions.

There was also “Chapter 30 – (A Rather Poor) Rescue” when Siobahn used the glyphs for “line,” “movement,” and “circle” to magically fix some glass missiles to a glass plane she had, and then she put her lantern away and put her conduit in her mouth and the glass missiles stayed attached when she wasn’t actively casting, like an artefact or ritual where the effect lingered.

And also the other two bits of that chapter I’m getting to are firstly when she seemed to charge up a missile before “releasing” it.

She had practiced this spell for many hours, till she could do it half asleep and at a moment’s notice. It was only slightly harder to do it now, with adrenaline rushing through her body and the wind tearing at her so hard she had to crouch slightly to avoid being knocked over. It took a handful of seconds to get the glass ball rotating so fast its jagged edges were shrieking against the pane underneath. It was easy, with such a small ball, and no sand to slow it. The hardest part was actually keeping it from shooting off under the force of its speed.

The spell array glowed slightly as she poured on more power, not totally efficient even with all her practice. The Word was too simple.

When she released the ball, it shot forward faster than she could see, exploding against the ground below, just to the side of the Morrows’ barrier.

which is another kinetic energy thing but (I’ve been re-reading PGTS (which is pretty good btw) and I’m a bit close to the beginning and) I only remember this sort of magical acceleration being in one chapter and I don’t know how it worked.
Maybe she gradually created a magical force field that would exert force. This was a few chapters after they reviewed magnetism in Natural Science.

Also, it didn’t mention there being any recoil from shooting it.

Postscript: Oh, I think I just got it. When I first read it, I imagined the missile spinning on its own axis. It may instead have been moving circularly as though swung around by a slinger, like Siobahn had recently been doing at the university. My question feels less interesting now without the mystery of the charged up kinetic energy.

And secondly there was this part which was a bit earlier

Then, she drew over a dozen more Circles on the other panes of glass in the window, with pentagons for each, along with the glyphs for “force,” “compression,” and “sphere.”[…]

[…]

[…] With the energy from the lantern, which she held up into the Circles she had drawn on the window glass, she crushed each pane into a vaguely ball-like shape of jagged, cutting edges. […] A little dribble of honey helped the balls keep their shape.

This bit also did not go into the full detail on how it worked. She drew the circle on each pane she would crush, she didn’t draw them on something else and bring the panes to it one by one. The circles would have been broken when the glass was crushed, but the spell continued. Then either the magic continued to hold shards of broken glass together, or the glass had changed shape and was solidly fused yeah maybe it’s the second one. But also honey helped somehow (transmogrification? :s ).

Postscript: Oh, maybe this is going off-topic for a kinetic energy question. I don’t want to delete all this after typing it though so I’m out-crossing it which looks okay perhaps.

Or what if someone was not creating a thaum-efficient magnet-like force to levitate a stone, but was more inefficiently channelling the thaums to create the precise upward acceleration to counteract the downward acceleration from gravity? Would that be 48 thaums per second for 1 kg? I got that number by taking the acceleration in a second and converting that to kinetic energy. In normal physics energy is conserved but what about the thaums do they go into the void or turn into heat?
I think it probably doesn’t turn into heat? If you channel thaums to accelerate something alternately left and right like a pendulum or a wagging tail then it probably just changes velocity.

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An attempt at summarising my long question description:
When thaums are transmuted to kinetic energy, there’s whether or not the speed that the accelerated thing (relative to the spell array) gains is proportional to the square root of the thaums channelled.
There’s whether or not a thing can apply the acceleration directly to itself, and because it will always be stationary relative to itself, not have diminishing returns on its speed gained.
There’s how Siobahn seemed to charge something up with kinetic-energy-to-be before releasing it.
There’s what happens when thaums are channelled for kinetic energy to oppose movement such that the target remains stationary, and what happens to the energy then (heat? gone?).
Some other things.

My backup question…

  • What’s the Henrik-Thompson test? (Does it have a spell circle containing a Word? Does familiarity with the magic it uses affect the result? How does a brazier get linked to it for a sacrifice?)
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Hi Azalea! I almost missed this because I couldn’t decide which of my many questions to ask. :sweat_smile:

I’ve ended up with a few questions, but I’m not expecting answers to all of them. They’re in rough order of priority but if you have a preference to answer just the second or third one I’ll still be happy.

In the 250 chapter discussion thread you wrote

My question is: how is casting through the mouth different from casting through a finger circle? Unless I’m mistaken we’ve seen Lacer free-cast a variety of modern sorcerous spells this way. Would that not be channeling through his flesh? Or were those all esoteric spells?

A related question: why does Lacer or anyone cast with a hand circle. It seems like it would be easy to slip up and break the circle, and if the only external requirement a freecaster has is a circle, it would be easy enough to make sure they always had something available, such as metal rings sewn into clothes.

Final question: Ever since we first saw someone cast with their hands I’ve been wondering about the potential transmogrification advantages to casting with the body. For example a divination spell cast with the eye might be more effective than one carved in metal. Now I know that’s not as practical as I assumed, but is the principle sound? Can you imbue concepts into a spell based on what you use a circle? I’ll spare you the details but I’ve been spending a significant amount of time coming up with (spell) uses for every orifice, so I hope that wasn’t a waste.

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Heyo, I’ve been wondering for the longest time, why were the entrance exams so difficult for Siobhan when she had been practicing and studying her whole life, or maybe a better way to say what I mean is if she was having such troubles with the exams how did so many others who atleast from my perspective seem far less skilled in magic pass?

Forgive me if I missed an explanation for this, it’s been a while since I’ve reread the start of this tale.

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I hope this question can be asked, will the focus return to the University in the next books?

I really enjoy this story, thank you for such a wonderful job!!

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I’ve been thinking about your publishing model recently. Preface: self-publishing feels like it has only become a viable distribution in the last decade or so; and while Amazon seemed to provide an avenue for direct self-publishing as it began e-book distribution via kindle, Kindle Unlimited publishing seems like a step backward for those authors that are serious about long-term publishing and licensing rights and it also reinforces Amazon’s dominant position in book distribution.

But, you have maintained your breadth of independent distribution (including Patreon). This publishing model that seems quite different, even among authors that self-publish. So, on to the question:

What are your thoughts about self-publishing, including creating your own publishing and distribution, and perhaps acting as a publisher for other authors?

Also, if you don’t want to reveal your business secrets, then what’s your guiding principle for creating plot?

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Question: Does the collective consciousness have an element of location or time to it, or is it a matter of knowingly drawing on specific meanings attached to certain symbols or sounds and lacking that knowledge prevents drawing on meanings you’d have no way to have learned about? In other words, if a culture from the other side of the planet had specific meanings for a simple symbol like an x or a circle would those meanings be discoverable independent of contact, or would it otherwise impact spells using such symbols in their word? As for what I mean by time, does something persist in the collective consciousness without constant reinforcement or does it degrade over time, would an ancient language from a culture that was wiped out and had no links to other surviving languages but was rediscovered be viable as the word for a spell or would it basically just be relying on the caster’s own will and understanding?
Sorry if that was a bit wordy or unclear, I’m writing this while kinda half asleep at 3 am.

Backup question (which I almost made my first question): In a lot of real world cultures shamans also tend to function as storytellers and keepers of oral history, is that the case in your world and if so is there any cool ways that impacts or overlaps with spellcasting?

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